Sometimes I wonder.You doubt people.the same thing.people doubt you.ever ask yourself why people dont look up to you.why people wont bother to listen to what you say.all along you feel you gained trust from people around you?Whats the use of saying so much and in the end,its always back to square one.people are getting sick of what you say.you feel people let you down.you may feel people who are dearest to you didnt support you,be there for you.you want people to put themselves in your shoes.have you ever feel how they feel?When they feel bad and upset,blame themselves,you feel it?you doubt them.When they are not at fault,they still explain and apologized.you?you expect them to make the first move.and now,everything become their fault.you always make yourself the victim.Before you get unhappy and angry.think.Have you hurt them?I think you hurt them more.you want me to list out?I can.you dont appreciate their little thoughts.you expect them to clean up the mess for you.(the bowl of noodles).ask yourself.how will you feel if you are treated this way.we kept quiet.you didnt turn up when you are supposed to.you didnt pick up calls.reply smses.we are worried.you kept us waiting for hours.whats your attitude when you see us?you didnt even apologized.you show face to us.when someone wanted to do little things for you.you find its not up to your standard.how should that person feel?If you feel you are very hurt,then you are wrong.you will never understand how hurt they are.Its time to grow up.you have alot matters to fred,so do others.everyone have problems.and have you ever show sincere care and concern when someone needs a listening ear?no.I dont deny you have been nice before.but people are starting to doubt you.so now,how do you feel?you feel you are wronged?hurt?thats how they feel all along.I dont wish to say more.to conclude,you want others to respect you and your feelings,respect others first.

Why.

It really makes me wonder.

So tired and restless.

Why this time round so hard to find a part time job.Why.

Everything for me seems to be looking quite bad now.
Will it turn out better?
I should believe in hope right.

I must go back to my bubbly character as soon as possible.

He say I waste water. =((

Very blessed to have him by my side always.Loves =))

anyway,I am back to secondary times! going crazy.over hello kitty.hehehe.

oh.

I want alot of things for my 22nd birthday! hahas!
*make a wish*

I am not related to you in anyway.

your foul mouth.please shut it up and scram.you seriously need a mental hospital.

OUT of my mind heart and my life.

You are driving me nuts and my life is turning into a big mess.full of shit.I cant live happily.

You make me feel like an abnormal person.

I wont allow you to ruin my life.I will find light.I will find back myself.I will not give a damn to anything very soon and move on with my life.WITHOUT YOU.

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU.

STOP torturing me.STOP PLEASE! Its too much to take.I am going crazy.I am really going crazy! you heard me!

I am way too tired.

I MUST AND NEED to free myself.

I need help badly.

all I left now..fears..silent screams..

Life was great staying over at Uncle James there.

I missed last week and I want to go back there.Jadon will welcome me back home with his cute smiles.ask me watch ultraman or ben10 with him.play with him.camwhore with him.he will always give me big big hugs! =))and not forgetting rachael.always bullying me.she is not even one year old yet! but very tomboy. =X I liked.so girly for what. =X

I need part time jobs. =( I dont mind to take up more than one.I need money.Pleaseee help qiqi~ =(( ='((
still as busy.but free also.understand?If you dont,its okay.because I am confused too.my English not so goooooooooood.hehehe. =P
hate printing work.waste money.why still create thumbdrive and laptops,I wonder.I thought the purpose is to help people save up money in printing.arghh.retard. >.<

I want more meetups with my dearies. =((
and.
I want play water with you.you.you.you know who you are la hor.hehe.
and!
I got stomach flu.according to no license doctor. =X
I feel so unwell!
save me! -sobs-

Hello, pms.
you make me feel really bad,bad,bad.
I am totally restless.lethargic.not feeling hopeful at all.
I am missing him badly. =((